Friday, November 30, 2012

2 years later

it has been 2 years since my last post.

i am not dead yet for sure (thank god!), but i loss interest in blogging.

but now, i am back. i am writing again. i am actually not getting better from psoriasis. I can hardly digest what Dr Pagano suggest in his book, healing Psoriasis. And i am spending more money on medication and have another doctor to observe me.

this time, i will take it more seriously. I have been to 2 appointments and the next one is a fortnight away.

i have a bad habit of not being persistent, or in other words, laziness. I don't know if this laziness causes me psoriasis or the other way around, but i am certain, it get worst if i don't do something about it. It is like my calling. it is like my challenge. it is my dream to be clear of this curse.

My mom always said to me, i have a very nice skin when i am younger, and she sounds upset about me being this way. I don't really know what to say or feel. Should i be sad? Angry? Uplifted? motivated? give up? it is all jumbled up. but one thing for sure, i have high hope of dr pagano method. it is an interesting method actually. I am trying to understand it and it took me more than just a book to read, i need to do a lot of homework regarding the remedy, a spent some fortune (or converting my spending) to able to follow this method. not forgetting, i need to convince other people around me to support experiment and to not interfere with my effort.

it is a hard work and i am actually procrastinating over it again and again...

one thing i learn from life is, if you don't work hard, you will suffer later. And yes, it is a challenge. the nature is challenging me to change my way and take care of my gifted body.

Friday, November 19, 2010

The Treatment Chronicle: Dr. Subra's Centre For Skin Diseases

Today, I pay a visit to Dr. Subra's Centre For Skin Diseases in Jalan Ong Kim Wee, Melaka historical city. It is a brief visit. My mother is attending a meeting in Melaka, so my father take this opportunity to bring me for treatment.

When we first arrived there, I register myself at the counter. I guess this is an old clinic based on the appearance. The registration process is computerized. I just give them my particulars. but, I still get my physical appointment card, with stamped date and hand written name. The doctor in charged today is Dr. Muniandi.

There are 2 more people before my turn. I waited there for about 30 minutes, while reading a book. It is quite convenience to bring a book along wherever you go. Finally, it is my turn to meet the doctor. My name was called by the assistant from the doctor's room.

I entered the room and greet the doctor. He looks like tired or something, but i don't want that to get over my objective of meeting the doctor. So I told him that I had psoriasis. He is aware of that and ask me if i am on observation or any kind of medication. I told him about my usage of polytar and citrizine, but i do not have any kind of observer. I think. I also told him about my psoriasis that occurs in the private part.

He prescribed me with 3 kind of ointment. 2 for morning use, 1 for the private part, 1 for body. Another one is for night usage. He also give me capsules which i forget what it is for... [sad]. He advised me to avoid food that can cause itchiness, and decreased my meat consumption. Tomatoes and eggplants are two veggies to avoid. He also told me to get more exposure to the sun, especially in the morning. It is a good source of vitamin and all sort of nutrient you could ever imagine. I thanked the doctor before leaving the room.

I waited in front of the counter for my prescription. It cost me RM140. It seems to be quite a lot of money but that is the price if you go to a specialist. Now, I am very eager to be a weekday vegetarian, and be healthier!

Tuesday, November 2, 2010

Flared again! badly, duh~~~

I am not sure how it comeback.. but suddenly it become very worst. could be my diet, stress management, or allergic.

but i am pretty sure it is because of my environment, related to my allergic. i am allergic to house dust and house mites. it is my no 1 allergic factor [5 out of 5]. i have been living in my own rented room for the last 4 months and it gets better. but when i go to other place, like my parents house, it starts to flare up again. last week is my worst case scenario. i got asthma attack, flared psoriasis and uber muscle's pain.

Maybe it is related to my diet too. i have similar meals everyday, about 3 to 4 varieties only for the last 3 months. it sure improves my condition and i hardly feels itchy.

Stress. the last 4 months i have been working in a stressful environment. but it does not contribute to my flaring. last two weeks is a leisure time. and it suddenly flared. is it a sign to work hard and stop loitering?

Above of all, i need medication. i need the flares to reduces by January. I am going to another environment, i am starting to study again and i am going to take care of myself!

for those who share the same problem like me in malaysia, do checkout these sites
malaysia psoriasis association
a psoriasis blog

Take care of yourselves

Saturday, February 20, 2010

12 Steps to Damage Your Brain

-Skipping breakfast
-Overeating especially processed food
-Smoking
-Not exercising
-High sugar consumption
-Air pollution
-Sleep deprivation
-Covering head while sleeping
-Working during illness
-Lacking in stimulating thoughts
-Talking rarely
-Not resting the brain

Your brain can't take care of itself, you should

Alternative way: Acupuncture

I don't know if this always work, but acupuncture is sure something. It helps my blood circulation work effectively.

guess what, after the treatment my eyes gets better. Is it miracle? I don't know, but i am sure acupuncture is something.

Friday, February 19, 2010

Urine as medicine [in Bahasa Melayu]

Bismillah..

ingin berkongsi ilmu sedikit dengan sahabat-sahabat yang tidak berkesempatan untuk mengikuti kuliah tafaqquh fiddin bersama dengan Sheikh Nuruddin..

Mungkin ada sahabat sahabiah yang telah mengetahui.. aku tertarik dengan satu hadith Nabi SAW yang baginda ucapkan lebih kurang 1400 tahun dahulu..Kencing Unta @kencing kuda boleh dijadikan ubat....

hmmm.. agak jijik bukan? tapi, ini adalah salah satu hadith Rasulullah..

sebagai rujukan, kitab "Al-I'tibar fil nasakh wal mansukh minal Isar" oleh imam Aba Bakar Muhammad bin Musa Alhazimi Alhamzani"

muka surat 289.


Maksudnya: "Bahawa serombongan suku ‘Ukal seramai lapan orang datang menemui Rasulullah Shallallahu ‘alaihi wasallam, lalu mereka berikrar kepada Nabi untuk masuk Islam. Kemudian cuaca kota Madinah merimaskan mereka dan mengakibatkan tubuh badan mereka sakit-sakit, lalu mereka mengadukan hal itu kepada Rasulullah Shallallahu ‘alaihi wasallam. Baginda bersabda kepada mereka: 8


"Barangkali elok kamu pergi bersama tukang gembala kami kepada untanya, kemudian kamu dapatkan air kencing dan susunya." Mereka menjawab: "Baiklah." Mereka pun pergi dan meminum susu dan kencing unta itu, setelah itu mereka pun sihat. Tetapi kemudian mereka membunuh tukang gembala Rasulullah Shallallahu ‘alaihi wasallam itu dan merampas unta-untanya........


Di dalam Kitab ini ada disebutkan sanad hadith..Pengajian malam tadi berkaitan hadith ini sebenarnya membincangkan nasakh mansukh dalam hukum Qisas.. hadith ini ada sambungan lagi..


aku cuma nak tekankan tentang salah satu perubatan Rasulullah SAW yang telah terbukti hari ini.. Subhanallah!!!


Percaya atau tak, dah ada segolongan manusia yang menggunakan air kencing sendiri sebagai rawatan pencegahan penyakit. air kencing diminum untuk mencegah dan merawat penyakit-penyakit tertentu... halangan utama dah tentu masalah psychology ..sape sanggup minum angkat tangan!!!!


Bagi pengamal terapi air kencing ini, keistimewaannya sudah tentulah kerana kos yang tidak perlu dikeluarkan hahaha.. free of charge..ade ke yang kena beli?. Jijik atau tidak, suci ataupun najis, penggunaan terapi air kencing ini, ianya sudah diterima oleh sekelompok masyarakat yang percaya akan khasiatnya.





Antara kandungan yang ada dalam air kencing dan faedahnya ialah:


a. Menurut pakar bedah Itali, Stanislau R Burzynski, anti neoplastin yang ada secara berasingan dalam urine menunjukkan keputusan yang menakjubkan dalam merawat penyakit kanser.


b. DHEA (dehydroepindrosterone) yang ada hubungan dengan hormon testosterone dipercayai bertindak sebagai anti penuaan, anti kanser dan anti kegemukan.


c. Urea yang dikitar oleh mulut akan ditukarkan kepada amino acid yang penting, bermanfaat untuk badan.


d. 95% urine adalah air, 2.5 % adalah urea dan 2.5% adalah mineral, garam, hormon dan enzyme. Semua bahan-bahan ini menjadi steril selepas dikeluarkan dari badan.


e. Untuk merawat allergic terutamanya penyakit asma.


f. Rawatan sembelit yang konik


g. Rawatan penyakit kulit


Bagaimana plak dengan hukum?? bukan ke najis tu???

-Jumhur fuqaha' (Maliki, Hanafi, Abu Yusof, Awza'iy, Hanbali

dan Zuhri) menjelaskan sucinya air kencing binatang yg halal

dagingnya (termasuk unta).

(Syawkani,Nailool Awthor, jilid 1, page 49) ,

sesiapa yg dibesarkan dalam madzhab Syafi'iy tentulah

merasa jijik kerana bagi madzhab Syafi'iy air kencing unta

adalah najis.-



namun, ada segolongan orang yang masih tak dapat terima

hadith ini.. hadith ini telah dimansukhkan tp bukan dari sudut

perubatan ini..tp, dari sudut hukuman qisas...klu sape2 yang

berminat nak tau lebih lanjut,tanyer la orang yang pergi kuliah

hari ini 29 sept..



ini adalah hadith... malah Imam Bukhari juga meriwayatkannya..

jadi, sama2lah kite ambil iktibar.. wassalam

dipetik dari http://nazratulhayah.blogspot.com/2007/09/kencing-unta-ubat.html

Thursday, November 19, 2009

What is this?

i was curious when looking at my body...
more and more spot of psoriasis is appearing.
sometims it is flaky.
somtimes it is red.

OMG! what is happening to me...